she doesn't understand that i'm not the same outgoing, energetic person i used to be

man tomorrow was supposed to be the day where i stay home, enjoy myself, and watch an inanimate insanity live stream...
but no i got to:
-wear something i don't want
-go to a party that that's an hour away
-be a lonely outcast and stress eat the whole time since i have nobody to talk to
-have another panic attack
-get back until midnight

Lol

Yes