I'm not 3 years old dude, I'm f**king 19.
So what if I lie sometimes, I don't do it because I want to, but to keep myself safe or keep my friends and loved ones safe. Like I've been lying about saying I'm fine, but to tell you the truth I'm not! I might seem happy and shit virtually, but in reality I'm a mess, I stress all the time and I have severe anxiety and depression and I lie so they don't worry about me, same goes with my own parents!
My fiance disappeared for 2 months and I can't even think straight anymore, I've been crying myself to sleep every f**king night ever since she disappeared, and if someone were to know what I go through I tell them I feel better just to make them feel better because I know they try their hardest to make me feel better, but honestly I only feel worse every single day