NOW THIS ONE FOR THE PAIN THAT I FELT OVER THE YEARS THIS SHIT AIN'T BEEN THE SAME EVER SINCE A N**GA WAS LIL' BE TOO MUCH ON MY BRAIN MAKE ME WANNA SHED A TEAR I BE TRIPPING, REMINISCING BUT I'M THANKFUL I'M STILL HERE AND I'M SO MISUNDERSTOOD; THIS THAT REAL SOLDIER SHIT AND I'M SO MISUNDERSTOOD IF I COULD, THEN I WOULD BUT I DON'T GET IT, I ADMIT IT WHILE REMINISCING IT MAKE ME CRY SOMETIMES, OH OH LORD KNOWS I CRY SOMETIMES