Just realized that the description messed up the order in which everything goes, so here's a proper copy paste of how it *should* read:
Please help ;-; (read description since everything made the text really small [TW])
All right, so... I don't know if this is a "mocking" sexuality, such as "dreamsexual", hence I don't know if I should identify as it, but- A while back, I read about 'Fictosexuality', and I honestly feel as though that fits me really well? It's definded as “an umbrella term for anyone who experiences exclusive sexual attraction toward fictional characters, a general type of fictional characters, or whose sexuality is influenced by fictional characters."
I know it might seem stupid, but I genuinely don't feel attraction towards real people? I mean, I *can*, but it only ever lasts so long, and the feelings have *always* passed. Now, this is majorly due to some childhood trauma of mine (it dealt with a sexually abusive and manipulative relationship) that, you know... It just kind of ruined all attraction for me?
However, I can still feel attraction towards fictional characters, and the feelings don't seem to fade with them as they do with real people. I don't really know how to explain it, but, yeah- Please be mindful of this and not all "Oh, you're just taking simping too far!", because I'm being serious- Anyways, is this okay? Is it normal? Can I identify as such a thing?
Some Sources:
https://lgbtqia.fandom.com/wiki/Fictosexual
https://comeoutasyouare.com/2021/06/25/fictosexuality-yes-its-real-valid-and-part-of-our-community/