So the issue is back at me being confused. After watching Jaiden Animation's video I learned a little bit more about aromanticism and asexuality. That got me thinking a bit more about what I really am. I know my user is Another_Awkward_Lesbian but is that really true? Calling myself a lesbian feels right to me but I feel it may not be. I'm not sure if any of the "crushes" I've had for anyone ever were romantic, forced by my brain, or just aesthetic. I know I really only feel that attraction of any kind towards girls, but I'm torn as to whether it's aesthetic, platonic, romantic, or what. I'm starting to think I may be aroace, but I really don't know. I've had sexual dreams involving both genders, more often male so maybe that means something? And I haven't even gotten to the gender issue so hold on cuz this'll be a long ride.
Gender time. So I definitely know I'm on the feminine side of the spectrum, but cisgender doesn't feel like the right label. So I tried demigirl and eventually girlflux but nothing really felt right. I really have no idea where I land. I know I'm not a masculine gender and don't think I'm full-on nonbinary, but I don't know if I fit any labels.
If anyone has any ideas please help