Get a therapist

Yeah but
a. those cost money
b. how do i do that without my parents finding out?

Then text/call the suicide hotline

You need to wait 50000000000 hrs but they're actually fun to talk to
I met someone named Sky and we talked for an extra hour about Drake ._. they cool.

I might do that. Thank you.

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