i deleted because i desperately needed a month or so to cool down. this account comes with some "odd stuff" to deal with that isn't really healthy to be exposed to for too long, so i just needed a break. also, i figured out that i really needed to spend more time with my family, talk to people, get out more, and, simply put, just touch grass [i actually touched grass. i don't know why i did it, but it felt kinda awesome]. i hope you can understand and im sorry for causing all the sad stuff lol. but hey, i came back.
TL;DR: sorry for leaving, had to touch grass.
