I'm really sorry about this crippling anxiety that you're going through - the fear of not knowing if someone you love dearly is okay or not, that is; I don't know if you're religious or even spiritual, but if it helps even just a little bit, I'll try my best to say some prayers on behalf of you and Wolfy in the hopes that you two will be okay (it's been a while since I've prayed extensively - depression can be such a train wreck at times, so I may be a little rusty when orating my intercession for you and Wolfy to The Man Upstairs). You have my word.