WHY ARE THE THINGS THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE THE ONLY THING THAT IS ALWAYS THERE THEY HUNT YOU DOWN AND WAIT FOR YOU CRUMBLE SO THEY CAN BEAT YOU WHILE YOU’RE DOWN YES THE BLADES HURT AND THE ALCOHOL IS TAKING IT’S TOLL MY LUNGS BURN FROM THE SMOKE THE PILLS SOLVE NOTHING EXCEPT THE ONLY WAY OUT MAYBE I SHOULD SECOND GUESS MY CHOICE AND STAY BUT I DON’T CALL THE SHOTS I ONLY CALL QUITS I TRIED MY BEST BUT FAKE SMILES ONLY GET YOU SO FAR BUT IT WAS A GOOD RUN I HAD MY REAL EMOTIONS THAT HAVE LONG SINCE BEEN FORGOTTEN I’M LOST AND NEVER FOUND ONLY LEFT TO DECOMPOSE IN THIS DARK COLD DOORLESS EMPIRE I HAVE BUILT AROUND ME I MIGHT BE ALONE IN THERE BUT AT LEAST I CAN KEEP SOME OF MY SANITY BEFORE I’M LOWERED IN MY NAILED SHUT COFFIN TO DECOMPOSE AND BE FORGOTTEN ONCE AGAIN MAYBE IN THE NEXT LIFE WON’T KEEP ME AT MY WORST BUT WITH MY LUCK IT WILL ONLY GET WORSE THE WOUNDS WILL ONLY OPEN MORE BUT AT LEAST I CAN BE HELD CLOSE AND TIGHT WHERE NO ONE CAN HURT ME AND BE TOLD “EVERYTHING WILL BE OK AND I’M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU” ONE MORE TIME
GOODBYE; MAYBE IN THE NEXT ONE