THIS IS WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH RN; 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY; YOU'RE SCARED SOMETHING HAPPENS AND RUINS YOUR ENTIRE BDAY; SOMETHING HAPPENS; YOU HEAR YOUR PARENTS YELLING AT EACH OTHER; THEY'RE ARGUING; YOU TELL THEM TO STOP BUT WON'T; YOU GET A BAD MOOD; YOU NOW HATE YOUR BDAY; YOUR DEPRESSION GETS WORST; YOU'RE SUICIDAL