I can't get through my depression

Please don’t. Please get help, you aren’t alone. There are people who care. Don’t hurt yourself please. I’m begging. There’s a random teenager out there who cares about you. (Me) Meaning that some people that know you care about you a whole lot. Please don’t hurt yourself.

not really I am dealing with...

You are right

I am not lonely but soon to be

There is no need to be depressed, I understand your pain but it is not worth it my friend 😭❤️

Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time

uses the gun
bang

*Shoots myself*