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._. That was not worded correctly but I’m gonna delete it anyways so I really just don’t care about it.

Pretty much me to myself rn, I don’t know why I’m like this tbh

what’s wrong- hoes life going-

My life is actually just fine, I’m not sure why I’m like this all of a sudden tbh. This just happens randomly and then I lose all motivation to do anything. Drawing? Motivation lost. Wanting to do community service? Motivation lost. Playing music? Motivation lost. TBH I’m not sure what’s wrong with me. And then it gets to like an existential crisis bullshit where I keep asking myself if I should exist? Literally two minutes in to an Apex Legends round, or just hanging around here, then I feel absolutely fine. It’s weird af.

same
just say
f**k everything
and just
do stuff when you feel like it
and whenever you f**k up just say
it’s not gonna matter in the end
just know that your trying your best
not everything’s on you you know

For me rn it does. I get a 92% on a math test but then get mad at myself on a bullshit Spanish 3 project because I cannot f**king speak Spanish to save my life.

bruh!1!1 then ask them to help

My teacher got pissed almost every time I even mentioned the project (part of the reason why I don’t like asking questions in school, I’m afraid I’ll ask too many and piss everyone off). Part of its my fault though I put like no effort into it. What got me is I needed to memorize shit I had to say. I couldn’t memorize it.

i’d report her and see if her bitch ass would care then 😃

Nah, cause she is actually a good teacher (and went on a based argument about how the USA gets way to offended over bullshit).

The problem was pretty much me since I put no effort into the project. The teacher is normally pretty nice anyways.

who f**king cares
you could’ve been doing better shit like slamming pussy
but anyways, that’s alr
good job :>