"Talk to God, "Can you hear me?" Lately, I'm a mess I don't want no one to help me "

Dreams - NF Lyrics; Yeah, most of my life's full of sad days Started at a young age Yeah, bought a house but I've been livin' on stage Tryna find the real me, I ain't found it yet Wake up every morning feelin' like I'm guilty Talk to God, "Can you hear me?" Lately, I'm a mess I don't want no one to help me Yeah, I don't want no one to help me and If you think I make decisions based off of what you think, then you're wrong Can't nobody think for me, I got my own thoughts Sometimes you don't know what you had until it's all gone, 'til it's all gone If I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in life Yeah, I had to think smart Threw away the deck and got my own cards Long before I had the money to afford a car I–I've been doin' me I've been doin' me Yeah, I've been doin' me I've been doin' me Followin' my dreams Yeah, I've been doin' me I've been doin' me I've been doin' me Yeah, I've been doin' me I've been doin' me Followin' my dreams Yeah, I've been doin' me Most of my life's full of regrets Things I wanna take back, yeah Wrote you a letter, wish that I had never sent that Didn't even make sense, I don't even know All I know is I get lower on the weekends They tell me I should make friends, I just sit at home Lately, I've been off the deep end, yeah I've been off the deep end and If you think that I'm 'bout to change who I am just for you then you're so wrong As I kid I built a house around my broke cars Sometimes you don't know what you had until it falls apart, 'til it falls apart If I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in life Yeah, I had to think smart Threw away the deck and got my own cards Long before I had the money to afford a car I've been doin' me (oh) I've been doin' me Yeah, I've been doin' me (I have been) I've been doin' me Followin' my dreams Yeah, I've been doin' me (followin' my) I've been doin' me I've been doin' me (I've been followin' my) Yeah, I've been doin' me Followin' my dreams Yeah, I'm just doin' me Yeah, I'm just doin' me Yeah, I'm reminiscin' back to both of us laughin' Playin' old records thinkin' every one of 'em's classic Windows down, we on the street up in Michigan rappin' We talked about it, but never really knew it could happen My confidence about as low as the gas is We didn't have the money for it, so we'd turn the key backwards And sit in parking lots for hours 'til the battery crashes I think that we related 'cause both of us were lookin' for answers A couple months ago I drove into Gladwin, got me all in my feelings It's somethin' 'bout bein' somewhere that's familiar Pull in the gas station, open up the tank then I fill it then laugh Would I move back? Mm, not in a million, but I appreciate the memories that we had I know you've been callin', sorry I never call back I know I've been distant, you know I never meant that You can tell the family how I'm doing if they ask I'm just doin' me