I mean the last time I cried was in 4th grade (4 years ago) and that was when I was In a mental health hospital for suicide watch went through 2 years of therapy but now I am the happiest I will ever be I got a good family good friends and a wonderful community of people but either way stay happy as much as you can (even if it means you have to move in with your other parent because the one you live with is crazy)
I haven't been able to cry a lot recently, most I can really do is tear up or cry from pain like when I had covid or whatever the actual frick I had, whatever it was, it was painful and it made me cry
