Ahh, the loop. I think you are Trans dude! Also possible a little aromantic because you want friendship first!But idk, I'm not you! If they don't liek you for who you are, they aren't worth it!
HEY. GUYS AS YOU KNOW IM THE OWNER OF THIS STREAM YET IM STILL STRUGGLING; SO UH I ACT STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF MY CRUSH CUZ HES OK WITH LGTBQ PPL BUT I DONT THINK HE WANTS TO GO OUT WITH ONE; BUT I REALLY LIKE HIM AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIM; I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE AND YET IM SUPER CONFUSED; LIKE SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS A GUY AND I USUALLY WEAR MENS CLOTHES; OR I AM STRAIGHT SOMETIMES AND OTHER TIMES I LOVE EVERYONE OR THEN I DONT WANT TO BE WITH ANYONE AND OCCASIONALLY I DONT WANT THEM TO LOVE ME BACK; THEN OTHER TIMES I NEED TO HAVE A STRONG BOND BEFORE CONNECTING WITH THEM