Oh. So I was experiencing trauma when my mom says “it’s just an age thing” when I tell her about gender dysphoria. I am experiencing trauma when she says “isnt that just bi” about a girl who came out as pan and when her friend says “im not looking it up. i dont want that in my search history”. It is trauma. It is real. All the suppression and not being able to say what the matter is when I’m upset about homophobia. It is trauma. Explains a lot then, I guess.
