the one that I can relate to the most is the You Owe Me one. like, "It gets dark inside my head" kinda means how I get numb sometimes. "Don't you think that I get lonely?" kinda means some of my friends, cuz I have abandonment issues or some kinda fear of being alone, and most of them just leave me... "Im not losing, but im losing my mind" everyone sees me as smart and always winning spelling stuff, but deep down im falling apart. "You dont know me." is for my parents, they really DONT know me. "Check my pulse and if im dead, you owe me" kinda means if i commit suicide, its their fault cuz they made me do it. This song just came on while i typed all this
