ok I was sitting in the cafeteria during lunch just messing with worms on strings that I brought to school, and for some reason my crush started talking to me and so we were just chatting about random stuff.
Now I have a hard time looking people in the eye because it makes me uncomfortable and I don't want people seeing my face. And so I was just looking down (thank god I had a mask on because she would have seen me blushing) and then there was just a lil quiet moment, so I changed the direction I was looking to make sure I didn't look awkward, and then she just went "I know that look.." in that like "I'm about to call you out hehe" voice so I said "what?" and she said "you're having gay panic aren't you" and then I went like "what? me? no-" (we're both gay and we both know)
and then she looked where I was looking, and went "I think I know who..." No, I wasn't looking at anyone and now I'm scared and all but still she noticed me- that like never f**king happens I'm a damn afterthought to most people like wtf why was she talking to me? don't get me wrong I like her a lot which is why I'm crushing on her but I'm confused if she genuinely likes being around me or if she was just being nice to a lonely person
help why am I such an awkward lil shit
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