look at this fool lol

You'll develop plans for life over time. Just give it some.

i only have 4 years left till im kicked out the house idk if thats enough

It will be. Necessity breeds innovation anyway.

not when your clinically depressed makes me not wanna move or get up and ontop of that sociopathic i went to get help multiple times and just took the chance to lie and manipulate bc i needed something that would atleast make me feel better and taking advantage of ppl fills me with a rush but its just temporary

Well as disgusting as it is, that's a goal. Cling to it until you find something better, then.

ik i made it my philosophy to just take every chance i can get to get away with things to benefit me i am at risk for being a full on psychopath/sociopath since im at risk of being diagnosed with ASPD once im 18

I believe you're capable of fighting your desires to get help and turn yourself around.

its hard asf with being incredible brain f**ked im insanely depressed at risk of ASPD suicidal addicted to so many things alcohol weed coke etc and then borderline personality disorder bro i think im far from being saved if anything my mentally ill parents (both of them one schizophrenic and the other bipolar guess what that makes insanity) should have been castrated and banned from having sex

You're alive and that means you're not too far. Anyone can fight, you in particular.

bro coming back from this is like trying to commit massacre and say it was an accident there is no possible way of getting out of it bruv im basically just a mash-up of the wrong genes like bruv my dad was schizo asf and a psycho and ontop of that i was raised by him? i highly doubt the system will even keep me long enough to bring me back down to sanity

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lmao thats my brain 99% of the time

im constantly switching from I HATE EVERYONE to kill yourself and everyone will leave f**k i hate borderline personality disorder maybe a quick alcoholic beverage will settle my thoughts down so i can atleast think clearer

*sighs* OR drink monster. i know to some people its shit but it clears problems better than alcohol imho

ehhhh i wish i had energy drinks around me and caffeine doesnt effect me it just makes me tired adhd is f**king weird as hell everything is just reversed stimulants make you tired and calm but taking something to make me go to sleep acts like meth on steroids with roidrage

Hella true

No don’t kill yourself
We still have to pass the tax law

not atm ofc im just thinking and bam realizations/delusions hit me like a truck

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=on3Rxm2Btgo
Turn your volume all the way up it’s really quiet

its blocked what is the name

Preussens Gloria Earrape

XD not in the patriotic mood for german heritage atm lol