I know how it feels. We moved to Scotland about a year ago, like it was in the middle of nowhere (now there's some more stuff but it's still kinda isolated) and no one wanted to be my friend because I think very differently to other people and everyone called me a weirdo.
If you ever want to talk, just comment on on of my posts and I'll respond as quick as I can (which is kinda slow but oh well)

this made me feel a bit better thanks (sorry for not replying so soon)

Welcome :D glad I could help a bit. And dw, it's fine

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i almost killed myself yesterday cause of my anxiety and school stuff
i had 3 sensory meltdowns (i have SPD) and my history teacher did f**k all about it
like 70% of my day was just crying and saying 'its too loud its all too loud' etc etc.
tbh i almost jumped in front of a car again and this is why i need a friend to walk me to school and back home every day so i dont actually act on thoughts like this

I'm so sorry this happens to you I hope it gets better for you