hey there pal, i was just passing by and i couldn't help but notice your little problemo, so i thought i'd swing by and give you my two cents, my advice would be to just push through it!, i know it's hard to choose who you like in life, but the good thing is, there's always a light at the end of even the longest tunnels, and heck i went through this when i started developing feelings for guys, but i pushed through it, and look where i am now! i am now openly gay! and everyone supports me!, so cheer up bud, i will always be here for you and support you no matter who you want to like, and remember to stay fresh and just keep.being.YOU!