My mom: never compliments me, guilt trips me when I hang out with friends, emotionally abused me since 11, manipulating me into thinking everyone hates me, always makes me feel worthless, dismisses everything I say, always mocking me with the entire toxic fam, never can't stop being strict and letting me just chill for once, and then act like I'M being dramatic; Me: has anxiety, gets self esteem from my k-pop group+nice internet ppl, too scared to hold an opinion, never feels good enough, never opens up, very few friends, doesn't let her read my rant-diary; My mom: