SO BASICALLY
My bf Parker was in food tech with me and this kid Ben was pissing him off
he wasnt helping and kept winding him up
when Ben threw pasta at Parker, he just SNAPPED. He got up and punched Ben in the arm and then walked out, shouting F**K THIS SCHOOL!
Then i was worried cause when he acts out he normally hurts himself in the process, so I started crying in the corner and the teacher kept telling me there was no need to get upset BUT THERE WAS CAUSE HE WAS IN D A N G E R
THIS KID MAKES JOKES ABOUT S U I C I D E! HOW IS HE NOT IN DANGER?
THEY WOULDNT LET ME GO AFTER HIM IN CASE HE HIT ME TOO
On the way home i was so distraught and so ANGRY at Ben cause he was pissing me off too, I literally got in front of a car as it drove past but it refused to go past until i f**ked off
I bruised my head hitting it against the freezer in my food tech classroom
it hurts
hes probably gonna be suspended permanently and im never gonna see my only safe person again
he was crying a lot when he came back and he's super tough, ive never seen him cry before, so i started crying more too
life is so f**ked right now
the bad thing is i almost went and punched Ben too and the anger just got me worked up and thats another reason why i was crying so much