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MY ONE IRL CRUSH HATES MY GUTS. I VENTED TO HIM TOO MUCH AND NOW HE HATES ME FOR MAKING HIM SO UPSET. HE'S NOT ONLY MY CRUSH BUT HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND FOR 4 YEARS SO IT KINDA STINGS. I'VE WRITTEN HIM SEVEAL APOLOGY LETTERS AND HE STILL HATES MY GUTS. IN FACT, HE SEEMS TO HATE ME MORE FOR IT. HE KNOWS I'M UPSET AND RUBBED SALT IN THE WOUND BY SAYING "I DON'T HAVE TO TRY TO MAKE YOU UPSET" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I'M NOT SURE WHY HE FEELS HE HAS TO BE TOXIC THOUGH. IS IT SOMETHING TO DO WITH A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX OR AM I JUST MENTAL? WHEN WE ENDED OUR FRIENDSHIP HE TOLD ME THAT ONE OF MY OTHER (EX) FRIENDS THINKS I'M ANNOYING. I HONESTLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I STILL LOVE HIM...