delete my account

press the button loll

alr

Don't-

dw
i did it on an alt i havent used in 4 months

Oh-

id only delete this acc if i were in a really depressing mood and there was major drama
if that happens well then

Like, how major?

Below arkuum, above owner abuse

There are levels of owner abuse tho
Like how b a d , bru, d e t a i l e d .

Getting rid of the rules (dont say it) and getting rid of all bans

S h i t e .
I don't think I ever said sorry for getting mad at you when that.. h a p p e n e d , but I'm sorry-

eh, its fine, what should i have expected? you to just ignore it? im surprised you even considered giving me mod back

or just either corpse, cinna or you committing unlive
then id delete for sure

Same .-.

well then expect the unexpected
because my mood went from laughing and shitposting to thinking about my actual life in 0.2 seconds

SEVERE MOOD SWING GANG BRU
I get pissed off for no reason one minute after laughing my ass off

I remember this one time in high school
I went to my friend's house
We played minecraft and learnt a lot of stuff about it
Had an insane amount of fun
Then I went home and cut my wrist just enough so it wouldn't kill me

No f**king way. I have the same problem.

One time I was home alone, watched TV, Imgflip, called my friend, it was good. But then at night I just got so f**king angry, and I cut my thigh. I still don't know why, tho, smh.

But sorry you cut .-.

mostly i just cut the back of my arm
but if i'm mad enough, i'll cut the veiny area of my arm without popping the actual vein

Lmao "the veiny area".
Well, don't d i e . . -

Bru, o f c -
I felt bad af, especially cuz I didn't know it was an accident. I hope you didn't feel too suicidal during that time or smth .-.

ive done a f**kton more shit things which im still pissed at myself for
if i were to do something really bad, i wouldnt care that much since itll be like giving 20 bucks to a millionare
if you were to do some shit, you wouldnt forgive yourself forever

You don't deserve to feel like that, bru.
I don't forgive myself for the s m a l l e s t things, lmao.

eh, i do
at least more than you

N a h .
.-. I'm to high to understand shii rn.

cool
well, ima go cut some carrots to feed my guinea pig
maybe cut some other stuff too
cya

Illumina don't you f**king dare

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Come back right f**king now

Illumina
I swear to f**king god

hw tf am i gnoa cme bck whn my arm hurt like hel?

What did you do

nthng
brb gota clen blod frm tble

Illumina 😐.
Why are you typing like a druggy

cuz arm hrt

Jesus Christ, f**king blood loss.

Illumina, do you have iron pills? If so, take two right f**king now.
If not, eat some spinach/leaf stuff or red meats, if you have any in your fridge. Right f**king now Illumina.

And bandage that shit up w some breathable plaster.

i wil jus ge breahble banaids
i don hav spinch or red mat

Do you have egg or raisins? Beans?

ye i hve egg ad bean

Okay, boil the egg if it's not already, and if you don't wanna eat the whole thing just eat the yolk.
And beans take to much time to prepare, smh. So eat the f**king egg bru.

Did you bandage yourself?

ok
and ye

Done yet?
Do you feel any better?

ye
and my arm hurts less enough to be able to type

You ate the f**king egg right? You p r o m i s e ?
*hug* Jesus Christ.

ye i ate the egg

S o .
Why did you cut?

just a little skin in the quad area cuz all of the lower arm is already full, im waiting for it to heal

I l l u m i n a .
But why?

i was mad at myself

...for?

multiple things
mainly forgetting to give my friend a christmas gift

Did they ask for sum?

no

Then they probably weren't expecting anything. It's alright.

eh
well, i gotta wake up in an hour
gonna sleep, cya

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Alright. Goodnight, Illumina. Don't hurt yourself .-.

goodnight
and no promises

Well I can't force you to do anything.
Sleep well, bru.

i felt like deleting my acount
and i did cut like 6 times
but i was fine

Why didn't you-? Just asking
Now I feel even w o r s e . I'm sorry.

the dice added up to an odd number
and its fine, not your fault

Thank God. Shit, I'm an athiest, that's disrespectful-
N o , bru, I was about to tell you to go die over comment, and I was gonna post this, but Cinna told me it was an accident j u s t on time: https://imgflip.com/i/5yqe41

Real shitty of me. Guilt wells up, yk?

nah, it's at the point where it's happened so much, i dont care when someone tells me to die
you're fine :)

Well I care. It was shitty of me to do, period.

let go of yourself ffs
i mean i guess that would make me a hypocrite since im still pissed at myself for the rules incident
but still, just let go of yourself, you matter more ffs

You didn't do anything wrong, on purpose at least. I was about to do things knowing I would regret it later. Theres a difference. Accidents can be f o r g i v e n , but acknowledging the fact you're doing something wrong and proceeding to do it? That's just being a bad person .-.
*no you moment*

ye, dying is gay

So alive ppl are str8?

basically
unless they wanna be gay

You just straight-washed me smh