While a damn good fighter in a couple rounds of hunger games, squidgames, or even Russian roulette, I have lately felt broken down on the inside, going to battlefields and doing well but returning home weary and lonely. All I want is to be able to see what is off of the battlefields. I don't want the rest of my life being blood, sweat, and tears. I just want to go to sleep in peace knowing nothing will ever kill me, and to have someone I can fall in love with to even rest peacefully in the 1st place. someone who cares, someone beautiful, someone who appreciates who I am