the lyrics of that song i love and relate to so much

i am god but please never bow down to me they dont see what my ego wants them to see i am god but please never bow down to me they dont see what my ego wants them to see make the last days count choke myself til i pass out all these bands ill hand them out i dont deserve all this clout i wanna have tons of sex and then leave all my friends then im hanging from the ceiling todays gonna be my end that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth im a cute little angel im your lover im out im a devil from the underworld an angel up in heaven im the reason for your suffering the reason for your pleasure who do u wanna see dumb bitch with the halo or a cutie like me drugs drugs yeah im gonna od if ur feeling suicidal this the right place to be who do u wanna see dumb bitch with the halo or a cutie like me drugs drugs yeah im gonna od if ur feeling suicidal this the right place to be