i feel the same way i have.

you successfully didnt let anyone find out you were underage
well done soldier, you've earned your place in the vast pantheon of teenage legends
oh and yeah, it doesn't hit you how dar you've gotten in life
until you realize two years later that in double your lifetime you'll be 30

i dont want to be a teenager.
i already feel worse=

congrats

no, this is not a good thing