Hello, If you have a difficult time crusading or anything else, I just wanted to let you know that don't give up on the job that you swore your heart with. Keep on fighting for holiness and hope, don't let your opponent let you down, because I know that god won't give up on you because he wrote the story that you are supposed to continue, and pass on. The story won't end with you but when the time comes and our goal is complete. Good day.