Im sorry i dont use this app anymore please u understand im trying to move on im sorry i let you down i know you hate me but at this point it doesn't hurt i've gone so f**king numb i only vent to myself cause im the only one who listens i cant keep living in this pain i've gone through so much i just cant f**king take it anymore i want to end it so f**king bad i know how much of a bitch i am to you and you dont have to remind me i guess i'll "go f**k myself" i dont want to live anymore i really dont im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry thats all i can say to you im sorry okay even though you'll never take that you'll never truly be here for me because im never here for you i want to end all of this so bad but people keep telling me not to like it will impact them theres so much f**king hate i've gotten "the only good thing about you is the lack of people that will be at your funeral when your pussy ass kills yourself" i just laugh it off "haha yeah i know" and act like he said it as a joke. I had my gun to my head 2 nights ago i just dont know what to do anymore...i dont i dont im so lost and i dont know why im sorry for being such a bitch im just not on this app anymore you wouldnt understand...
