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I'M NOT AS DEPRESSED AS I USUALLY AM SINCE I'M AT MY COUSIN'S HOUSE WHERE THEY HAVE ACTUAL SPACE AND THINGS TO DO AND IT DOESN'T SMELL AS MUCH AND THAT'S KEPT ME BUSY AND KEPT MY MIND OFF THINGS; BUT WHEN I GO BACK HOME ON SUNDAY, I'M GOING BACK TO MY SHITHOLE OF A HOME AND I DON'T THINK I'M PREPARED FOR THAT