Recently, I have gone into deep thought on the subject of my name, only to come and realize that I merely chose the name "Luka" on a whim and for a very poor reason. I mean, I basically just chose the name because it starts with an 'L', and so anything I own with an "L" on it can still be relevant to me. However, upon thinking about this more, I came to realize that, like, the only L-thing I have is a little light-up L my dad bought me a pretty long time ago. Additionally, "Luka" means "Light", which I don't really like, and I've been thinking of the name "Andras" a lot, and it's both the name of my favorite demon (I'm a big fan of demonology (the study of demons), as I've always been fascinated by the paranormal, especially demonology) and means "courageous, manly", which I really, really like (the meanings behind names mean a lot to me). I was just rethinking it due to how quick I was to choose a real name instead of just, you know... thoroughly thinking it through. I really like the name "Andras", and am probably going to keep it as my official (and legal name, too, when I get to change it) name. Besides, I believe I merely chose the name "Luka" because I was just a bit afraid of making it something too different from my dead-name, kind of like a security blanket, and I think I've finally confronted that and let it go.
Hope that clears it up! I hope you're okay with this and will get used to the change <3