Don’t, it doesn’t matter the abuse you’re going through right now, look at every angle to a solution, running away will cause even worse issues. How are you going to make money, get food, water, and medical care. If you are going to run, and nothing will change your mind, make sure you know how to take care of yourself in the wild. Learn how to make snares and water filters, learn how to hunt, learn the different plants, learn the laws of nearby places, and most importantly navigation is key. If you can’t be 100% certain you can do all of this, I wouldn’t even consider this.