luffy phone

When i left my old elementary/middle (i was in it from pre-k to 6th grade) i realized i would never see any of these people that i'd known for what seemed like my entire life, most of them shaped who i am today. I'm only in contact with one person from that school, and we only talk like once a month. I moved to a new school district so theres no chance to see any of them again, even randomly- that might not seem so depressing but there were some people i was really really close to and thinking about it makes me want to cry-

wow

i remember when i was in second grade, i was very fond of everyone at the school i was at

then my mom told me i had to leave the school..i kid you not, i cried for days. i pretty much lost all of my friends then

Oof- *huggo* back then i already moved around a lot, and my mom let me go to the same school, but i guess she got fed up with driving me when my dad couldnt because even though i begged her and begged her she said i had to go to the school i was zoned for- in march i start my first day of a new school at the end of the school year- my one friend who already started is in a different class :/

im pretty much in the same situation as in elementary school right now

if i don't get a driver's license and a car by the end of march, ill have to leave my school...

where i live right now, what little amount of friends i have at that school and where i live, and my job...it took me awhile to get those things with effort, and my mom is threatening to take those things away. thankfully however, i should make enough money to get a car by the end of the year

I saw my mom get hit by my step dad and i can't do anything about it .. he still abuse her today .. *sigh *
one time i call the cops .. however she come back with him

domestic abuse situations are pretty tough to live in

have you talked to your mom about it?

a million times

my great aunt and my cat died this summer

thats sad

sorry for your loses

yeah

2019
The whole year was depressing
My aunt died my cat died. My grandma's dogs died. One of my other aunts dog died

All in the span of a year

my god, sorry for your loses

And this year is trying to take 2019's place as the most depressing year of my life

My great grandfather died
I can't visit my extended family for Thanksgiving. Which sucks cause I'll have Thanksgiving alone and I don't want that

And two more dogs died.

thats sad, hopefully the holidays make things start to look up for you

Eh it was fine
The same aunt got another dog this year

My grandma (from my dads side), my autistic cousin, and my uncle died this year, I had to leave one of my friends cause my mom and her mom got into a fight about a few months ago and my aunt just got breast cancer

wow, that sucks

is your aunt ok at least?

She's having a mental breakdown in another country so-

well, will she recover from the cancer?

I'm honestly not sure cause this is I think the third time she has gotten cancer

oh

well, i hope she gets better

thanks

why should I tell you

bc i thought some people were gonna start putting random shit when i said "be serious" since this is msmg