The song I made in the shower (can't remember the rest of the lyrics)

Why is it so hard to just explain? Why is it so easy to lose a friend? Why is it just so hard to understand the pain I'm in? There's gotta be more to life than this And there are people who feel like this Just smiling on the outside but inside they scream They're just crying and screaming and trying to understand And they just keep asking themselves "Why the f**k is my life just so hard?" And most of them die to their own two hands Why is it so hard to just explain? Why is it so easy to lose a friend? Why is it just so hard to understand the pain I'm in? There's gotta be more to life than this