all i wanted was to help someone. we all have depression and i want to at least be the nice guy here

Haha, it's "funny" how one of my exes committed..

He would never talk to me about what was bothering him but insisted that I talk about what was bothering me

i remember when my gf had her 1st period, she told me bout it (idfk why) but she seemed so depressed realizing how much longer she'll have to deal with it and wanted to commit. apparently the cramps were what "killed" her, but i was able to lift her up and keep her lifted when i told her the time i once nearly smashed my balls off

i was helping my dad repair my sister's truck and i dropped a f**king crankshaft with 4 of the 8 pistons attached to it right on my pelvis (cracked not broken entirely) after tripping over some extension cord and broke my collarbone after falling. that mamaf**king accident had me unable to walk for like a whole week. and i was like 9 at this time.

this also taught me not to try and show off how strong i think i am by lifting like 100 lbs worth cast iron and stainless steel

at the ER, the doctor told me i was lucky to not have dropped the camshaft on my pelvis, cause if not, i would've lost BOTH my testicles

and abt my sister's truck, we were gutting the good parts from inside the motor, in which the block was entirely cracked in half