not atlanta-

so, um, uh, my current mental health is, is rapidly approaching, uh, an atl, which is, uh, that's an all-time low not, not Atlanta and you know, i feel okay when i'm asleep like, when i'm asleep i feel alright but it's basically from the moment i wake up, i, uh, i just get this feeling in my body, way down deep inside me i try not to fight it (describe it!) alright a few things starts to happen my vision starts to flatten my heart it gets to tapping, and I think I'm gonna die