It tasted good

o o p -

It was surprisingly good

i've eaten flowers before

I still want to eat a edible flower I is sad

I dont think it was an edible flower now that i look back

My (former) Best friend ate them and made me eat them too, then she made fun of me for it with all her new friends

Oop

Oof that sucks

And thats how i developed emotional neediness /hj

What that

If you are needy, you constantly try to reassure yourself that you are being loved, and you are hyper-vigilant to possible signs that you are going to be ignored or abandoned. The urge that drives you to reestablish closeness with your partner and to reassure yourself of their love is called an activating strategy.

What why would your mom do that

i dunno

But today she wouldnt let me leave her room and she made a couple jokes like "at least she didnt have a kid at 26" knowing full well i was in there and knew she was talking about me

Clingy people are very good at spotting any possible threats to the relationship, but the problem is that they misinterpret a lot of things and they jump to negative conclusions which often causes them to get emotionally impulsive and dramatic which causes stress and unhappiness in a relationship.

Oh

Also the fact my moms been making jokes about how I've ruined her life by existing since i was at least 9 helps my emotional neediness

lol