MY DEGREE, GOOD HEALTH, A GOOD PAYING JOB; ME TRYING TO REACH FOR MY GOALS; MY GOALS STILL IN REACH BUT A BIT MORE DIFFICULT TO ACHIEVE BECAUSE OF FACTORS BUILT INTO SOCIETY THAT I CAN'T CONTROL; THE EFFECTS OF SYSTEMIC RACISM; ME WONDERING WHY THINGS SEEM HARDER FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH COMPARED TO MY WHITE FRIENDS