I finally moved on from the incident with my feelings being played but Monday I had made on mistake, calling Cloud a simp during a problem with Chris.. she told me to f**k off that day, I asked if she’s mad on Discord DM’s and she answered yes and I apologized to both Cloud and Chris.. but it doesn’t seem it’s accepted cuz it went worse cuz yesterday in my Discord server, I tried to help Cloud cuz she said “fml” and I asked what’s wrong. She told me to f**k off, Kuwata (sorry if I had to say his name) tried to defend me but she was mad at him too. Now here I am today getting ignored by Cloud and getting made fun of by Kedrei and Boi. My week had been getting worse and worse.. and the only people that supports me are Creative, Spire and Jonathan..
I feel like I wanna cry right now after writing this vent