you clearly don't get it
i'm a masochist
i LIKE it
ok, imagine this:
a guy is addicted to smoking, but he doesn't wanna get lung cancer.
it's gonna be real hard for him to stop, right? even if he doesn't wanna ruin his lungs, mess up his body
it's like that for me, too. I want to stop, because I know it's not good, and I don't want to ruin my body or look back on this, but i'm literally addicted.
i don't know why you're being so mean about this-
look, i'm literally on the f**king edge (well, no, i already jumped off the edge and somehow im still standing.) and i don't want to have this conversation.
have a good day cinny