I feel really stressed. I have to get 6+ tests done in two days and like always, Ash has to go out leaving no time for us together. And forget about any time together tonight because he's gonna pass out by 8. I just wanna spend time with Ash... No alters. No school. No parents. Just us spending time together.. I hate this. I hate it so much. I just wanna end it all at this point. Ash is too busy for me, what difference will it make? My parents wont give a shit and I'll be doing myself a favor. I want all of this to be over with already.