Skateboarding is really euphoric for me, the one downside is now it hurts to move :')

All i can really say is thank you grandma for getting me that pair of baggy camouflage overalls, and that pair of halloween socks i turned into gloves- and i did get really euphoric when some people left and i was able to skateboard without it feeling like I was being judged (as much); So yesterday i went to a new skate park with my skateboard, but when we got there it was full of testosterone, and men that seemed to be between the ages of 17-21. And being the 80 pound enby I am, I was genuinely freaked out.