well okay my parents died in the blink of a f**king eye and i spent almost a year in the foster home after it and i finally got adopted by these horrible assholes and they abuse me in all types of ways, honestyl being in the foster home would have been better. when i was there al types of people came in and it scared me so f**king much and everyday i cant stop being it, plus no one wants to be around me irl, accept for these 3 people, they barely like me tbh anddddd my hands hurt