Is your character able to take the guilt in claiming a life, a friend's life in particular?

Jacob: h m m

[Current Character: Cam]
*Jacob sees me, but I am twitching violently and static is heard from my suit*

Jacob: U good?

*I turn around and the static grows louder*

Jacob: Uh

*I slowly walk to Jacob, the suit twitches in a hostile state*

Jacob: * backs away *

*I continue to slowly walk to Jacob*

Jacob: * Gets out blank saber * Sh*t about to go down!

*An audio clip of an Octoling Mutant roar suddenly plays, startling Jacob*

Jacob: What

(Cam's health skill: 10/10. Maxed)

Jacob's skills

Health: 8/10
Vision: 10/10
Wisdom: 9/10
Stealth: 10/10
Strength: 6/10
Ilusion: 10/10
Speed: 10/10

*I am still in the same position*

A flashbang blinded Cam, and gernades were exploding around him

{5 damage}
*I stumble back a bit, then I turn my focus on where the grenades came from*

since he was blinded he didn't know

*I instantly turn to focus on the sound*

it started to play in every direction, and then he saw red and blue lights in the distance

*I then return to my position*

gunfire started to come from every direction, badly hurting Cam

(Didn't you forget that the suit is on me, and it absorbs damage?)
*I charge at the gunfire, men are heard screaming*

everything stops, gunfire stops, the lights stop flashing, the audio clips started to glitch

*I walk amongst the corpses*

there was none, it was all a trick in the darkness

*I return to my original Postion*

What is his health?

*I fire my MDE at Jacob*

Jacob: * Ducks *

*I continue to fire at Jacob*

Jacob: * starts running around him, and after 3 rounds were shoot, he turned invisible *

*I look around before putting the MDE away and return to my original position*

Cam felt a sharp jab in his back

{2 damage}
*I turn to face the entity and grab them by their neck*

it was gone

*I return to my position*

an audio clip of SCP MTF radio chatter was heard

Alex: hmmm

Alex:*blankly* death mode activated.

{1 Damage}
*I begin to crush Alex's neck much more painfully*

i slash his throat*

{3 damage}
*I break Alex apart*

Alex: runs*

*I begin to chase Alex*

i fly off*

*I use ACBT's and catch up to Alex*

He warps away*

*I end up warping with him*

(AFK)

*rusns away*

*I go straight to shooting at Alex with my MDEs*

(whats a mde?) *flips over a table for cover*

(Modified Desert Eagle)
*I then switch to my DBSG and shred the table to bits*

I blast him with arm canon (he was built with it.)

{5 damage}
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*As I say that, the audio glitches in some parts*

starts to glitch as well* AHHH!

*I approach Alex and I grab them by their throat, and hold them up*

*lights turn red, he kicks Cam's dong*

{No damage}
*I begin to crush Alex's throat*

My arm become energy sword, i slash cams eye*

[Current Character: Cam]
*Alex sees me, but I am twitching violently and static is heard from my suit*

CAM!! *runs to him*

*I turn around and immediatly smash Alex into the ground with my pickaxe*

Alex: *backs up* wh- what happen to you?

*The audio to come through is in russian, I then fire at Alex with one of my MDE's*

*dodges

*My suit begins to play audio clips of Octling Mutants*

??

*One of the audio clips is loud, and it startles Alex*

*lights on him turn cyan (means surprised)*What is going on?