I've identified as bisexual for about a year now. However, I started thinking about the crushes I had on various boys. And i realised that they all had something in common: 1, their personalities were shit. 2, they were ugly as hell. 3, I got over all of them relatively quickly. 4, I never felt any romantic feeling for any of them. I asked myself "What would I do in a relationship with them?", and my answers were running thin.
I was thinking "Maybe I haven't found the right guy yet?". Is that just an excuse? Am I just lesbian without realising it?