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I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed; I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be my face