What should I do, I hardly actually do any projects. I am desperate and awkward and really lonely. Everyone I know in real life (except a few people, like my family) hates me for some reason. I have been on the site more and more because I feel more and more disconnected. Every time I think I’m in a good position some more sh*t comes. I don’t care if anyone reads this since this is like a public diary. I know I’m cringe, since not many people care about me. If you’ve read this far, know I am not going to kill myself or call the police or anything, so don’t treat me any different. I’m just putting it out there.