~Yeah...I don't even know what I'm supposed to act like anymore. On one hand, I don't wanna end up going toxic, but on the other, it feels like everyone NEEDS me to be someone else every single time I'm around them. And honestly, it's just too much, and I constantly just want to hit myself because I'm not good enough for anyone so I have to shange every 10 f**king seconds for everyone to like me.~