I WANTED TO MAKE HER HAPPY OKAY
SHE WAS SAYING SHE WAS GONNA KILL HERSELF WHEN WE FIRST MET AND I DIDNT WANT HER DOING THAT AND I CARED ABOUT HER A LOT
it was so long since i've experienced love that i just had to go out with her when she asked me out
it all happened so fast we both fell in love and i was 17 at the time and idk why i loved her so much over everyone else i had and i'll never find someone as good as her, i'll never find someone the same as her because she was the one that helped me get out of suicide.
yeah without her you wouldnt have me anymore so maybe thank her for giving me so much meaning to life.